I’m Malhar a photographer, a chef and a techno geek person. As you get to know me you’ll know how much multi-faceted I am.
My world revolves around three things food, gadgets and photography. I can’t live without them even for a single day. My world is a droplet of ideas which occur in my life. I have been living my life king size right from the time I was born but as I grew up I had started experiencing pressures, demand and limitations. It was as if somehow all the ambitions of my life were hijacked by the grown-up world.
So I decided to break them and got control of my life and here I am- having no fear from life and now living my life just like childhood : in King Size.
Sometimes, I just want freedom. On being disapproved of the freedom I feel hate-rate for the people who are controlling over my life. Why don’t they understand the fact that this life is mine and not theirs.
This feeling is like my life has been hijacked by the people whom I trust, love and care about bout they don’t do the same in return.At this time I’m have two feelings driving me go crazy. One is from my mind and the other is from my heart. Right now, I don’t really know whom to listen. Mind gives this feeling of hate-rate, anger on the other hand, heart makes it difficult by bringing the feeling of love.
At this time I don’t really know whom to listen. Many people say “Always listen to your heart.” but right now I am confused whom to listen. And I just feel like giving it all up and fight for this disapproval but again I can’t hurt people whom I love. I just need someone whom I can share everything…
I never thought much about of what’s there on the other side of life, the life after death. But somethings make us think about it. They make us think about it often and soon this often turns to daily. People think that death is the ultimate destiny they think there is an afterlife on the other side but actually it is the time that we spend to reach the death which is actually THE LIFE!
Death is not the final destination, who knows, about what’s there in the other side of the world, there could be a more evil world, no offence but I personally believe that there is no other side, it is here or nowhere.
For when I lie on my deathbed, it would be the moments that I lived through and not thoughts about the other side that would matter to me. The life that you are living THAT’S what you’re destined to…
Soon starting a vlog section on meinewalt, to give you a small dip in my life..
Sometimes things in life don’t turn out the way you ever wanted. At those times you feel like running away from everything that makes you feel sad. Though, every time this happens it makes you stronger from within. Sometimes one may use this as a strength for nothing but some people who use it wisely, create wonders “the real masterpiece”. One may regret making choices in life because they don’t turn up the way they expected the truth is that’s what they call LIFE..
- My Brother Said… (alexbachtel.wordpress.com)
- No regrets (joemartinfitness.com)
- Everything Left Unsaid (anditkicks.wordpress.com)
- Day 99 Question 99 (diane-owens.com)
- yeah, i get it… (necessaryoutlet.wordpress.com)
- Is Following Your Heart Smart? (heartqueenbee.wordpress.com)
- Losing My Way. (addictsblog.wordpress.com)
Thoughts could be the best as well as the worst things.. Most of us have a thought in the morning and then we carry to think over it all through out the day and sometimes even dream about it. Even though we know that somethings cannot happen the way we want, we still think over it again and again and again. The problem is we refuse to accept the fact that somethings are not meant for us because there is something better coming up ahead for us..
I sometimes just take a little time off un-connected from everything spend a little time with myself! This helps me to know the inner part of me that wants to come out, the real me. All of us have some feelings to show, some words to say and yet we don’t express them the reason behind this is the fact that we let our ego come in between. And sometimes it happens that we want to let out all the things but we can’t because of the situation that is in front of us.
When I started to think about what I really am, I realized that I am not that person who wants to seek attention but just want to express my feelings. The weirdest part of these feelings are that when I try to express them I simply run out of words. And especially when you are a teenager, you have the feelings that could be the most amazing like “crush on someone” as well as the darkest fear like “being rejected”. By just being yourself and spending time over yourself just opens up a way to beyond everything a world where you feel like there are no more sorrows and all people in your life are there for a special reason.
Probably, that’s why God has gifted us with friends with whom we share everything and fear nothing…
Sorry readers, wasn’t able to communicate since many days.. Was busy doing other stuff.. And soon I’ll be back on track, with new posts and articles.
Life has come to a standstill being without meinewalt… Its hard to believe that I didn’t post since past 1 month.. Its interesting reading your stories and e-mails. Thanks for all your love…
I’m gonna go a lil unconnected for a while.. So won’t be posting in the neartime.. But I promise from 17th March I’ll be regularly posting here..
Once again Thank You..!!